I think I improved my English but I couldn't improve myself. I educated myself including after schools.I tried to get many infomation as possible but I couldn't educate myself physically. I couldn't stay strong. This school and this program want from students to be a self-confident students. Also you must survive in this school. The IB program may aim "communicator" students but you are by your own in the "communicator" path. First you must find the power inside of you then you should start to communicate. Everyone waits to see you to take a step, so I don't think that I took a step I tried but not enough. Every time there is a way that you can do better but I didn't want to see them. It was hard for me, but now I should do it.
I tried to do everything in English. I watched videos, read articles, spoke with myself in English at home. I tried everything to improve my English. But I would have done more things. I can agree, that I am competitive and ambitious and I am not proud of myself because rhis caused mento can't be strong, my friends started to make a distance. I look my results and can't see any improvement. Maybe I can tell what I want in English but this does not reflect to my written activity. I don't , that is my idea.
Even so I got the researching skills, studying skills and I am more open minded. I csn look at an event in different ways, I can think like "What will a person do in another country?" so I can compare a lot of things. I can say that I an IB student, at least I'm on the way. I am addicted to get new infirmation and this makes me happy. In some ways this addiction cause me to be competitive like first page of my portfolio "I won't give up" but I sometimes think to give up and move to Finland.
In the 2nd term I will stay more strong and educate myself physically and I will be more organised and self-confident. I hope I could do it. Good luck for me!
